| sorry its been a while |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|01:28 am] |
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| | good charlotte, hold on | ] |
haha yea ive been busy work...drinking...working...did i mention drinking...
yea ive been with andrea and george alot lately. but its been really fucking cool. hung out with jess w and katie the other night and cooked jess her bday dinner. then we went over to brads for a while which was cool.
back tracking to the 18th. omg greatest night of my life. seen from autumn to ashes live. andrea and george came with me. it was an adventure lemme tell you that. i got us to allentown and then i forgot where to go from there to get to the croc rock. yea got there got tickets walked around for like 2 hours....stood in line for 2 hours got to the door they made us go in the 21 and over door since we had tickets, ended up in the back of the line...got in....got to see 18v which i may add fucking hott and fucking rock...and then *SIGHS* FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES....omg i love them soooo fucking much. i do. their new cd apperantly is coming out sping 05 im gettin it baby. lol
works been okay i guess. i dont think im gonna be able to go home in a few weeks which kinda upsets me greatly.
georgie had a party saturday night and andrea and i went of course, george is our boy. seen tyler who i havent seen in 2 weeks almost. i love that mother fucker im tell ya lol. hes fucking awesome. lil angie was there. i fucking love that girl. lol met lance's girlfriend nicole. i love her. she so cute and shes the nicest person ever. lol
everything in my life is going pretty fucking well...then i get blah sometimes cuz im just missing one thing....and its you....:-\ gah. <3
ooh i talked to joe for a while tonight. dude i miss him. hes my lil cracka.
dawn informed me taking back sunday, atreyu and funeral for a frined is playing in jersey in november. but thats like a 5 hour ride for me URGH. so im gonna find out if thye are playing ne where up here somewhere.
okay enough updating. im gonna go.
<3 ash. |
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[Aug. 17th, 2004|08:37 pm] |
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its been a while since ive updated.
ive been with andrea and george like all the freaking time if im not working.
i hafta say i am in love with the greatest boy ever. lol :-D
oooh tomorrow ill be in allentown at the kill switch show...to see from autumn to ashes :-*
omg...so much to say so little time.
<3ash |
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| recap of my weekend |
[Aug. 2nd, 2004|09:02 pm] |
yea so friday night...haha
chilled with george, zack and andrea....got so fucking wasted...yeah george's car def wore my throw up. it was a fun night.
worked saturday night til closing....went in sunday at 530am...yey. came home went to sleep. went out drinkin with george and andrea again. andrea went home george and i went back to jordans apartment and drank some more. got home at 330 this morning. yea lol
saturday night i was so fucking hung over at work..dan, jamil and adam were buggin the shit outta me. and then adam stopped and then it was just fucking dumb ass dan. grrr..
alright. ttyl |
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[Jul. 26th, 2004|12:47 am] |
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| |  pissed off | ] |
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| | TBS, Bike Scene | ] |
katie forgot about me
i move away and everyone forgets im alive.
then up here.
things are getting pretty upsetting for me.
but whatever.
shit happens life goes on ashley sucks, right? yea exactly
i find someone i really wanna be with.
turns out he has same sex issues.
oh well.
and then about the other one..
i have no idea.
its annoying
and
im getting to attached and upset.
i just need to forget that theres someone out there for everyone.
cuz appearntly there isnt one for me.
fuck off.
im done.
later. |
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| stolen from katie |
[Jul. 22nd, 2004|10:07 pm] |
okay i stole this right outta katies journal...who stole the thing from sean...which sean im not sure lol
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grrrrr
so, i stole this from sean. and it made me angry because i have no idea who is who..so, im going to try to make people angry tooo...so...there!
Write a statement intended for 17 different people. NEVER TELL which one is for who.
1.all along ive been talking so much shit about you...cuz i really cant stand you, anymore...
2. my best friend in the freaking world. im so lost with out you right now, this summer has been great but not being with you every day like the old times is killing me
3. i cant believe you went out with her....you stupid stupid fool
4. the biggest bando ill ever know....miss you
5. trying to camp out at your house was fun...BEAR....even better. i miss you alot
6. you really need to go to the doctor and stop drinking cuz its scaring me
7. best fucking person in the world, im so glad i met you and i hope our bartending days are the greatest
8. you have got the most gorgeous set of eyes i have ever seen on someone and im telling you damnit you are perfect and im falling really hard and i love the fact your more irish then me baby!
9. i wish you considered me your best friend, but that wish is turned into dust
10. you look like a horse, you chew like a cow...were you raised in a fucking barn?
11. haha go get me a pizza and hey stop bummmming cigs offa me ;-)
12. your like a faviorte peice of clothing..just cant get enough of you...
13. i hate your fucking guts more then you will ever know.
14. im so glad we became friends, you are the coolest
15. thanks for letting me crash at your place for the weekend and trusting me
16. you are like my big sister, thank you so much
17. i miss you
weee my mass confusion...if you know or think you know which ones for you....leave a comment... |
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| yey |
[Jul. 14th, 2004|10:44 pm] |
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so today is anthonys bday HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANTHONY KENNETHEHEhHTHETHE GIBERTTT!
so i called him...talked to him and jenny lynne. :-* awe man that made my night.
they want to come out in august. so august it is man:-* i love them and miss them verrry much.
and my katie. i miss her too.
yey good night. lol |
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| happy all star game day!! |
[Jul. 13th, 2004|10:35 pm] |
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| | stressed | ] |
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| | the sound of cars going by | ] |
wish i was watching the all star game game right now.
i hate work....boy its only tuesday and i wanna rip my hair outta my head and cry.
crap is gettin really annoying with certian things around here and i just wish i could close my eyes and have everything straightened out or some what in a normal kind of fashion. but i guess thats to much to ask for.
i miss those carefree days back in the day with my girls, jenny n katie, when nothing mattered, where we didnt give a crap what time of day or what day it was, what we were wearing or who we were with...we always had fun. and i always knew id have someone to turn to with those two, now its really hard for me to say who i can run to and vent. no one from east burg thats for sure. i got matt up here and thats about it, who i can run and cry to or just have one of those lets sit and listen to the sounds of the night cuz i dont wanna talk but dont wanna be alone things. i just give up with everyone from east burg i really do. i have my so called friends up here who i really get along with and love. and they call and come over when they say they are gonna which is good. they arent stupid and assholes. thank you SCHV guys!!
alright im gonna go.
<3ash |
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| oh how i miss him |
[Jul. 11th, 2004|07:28 pm] |
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| | from autumn to ashes(like always lol) | ] |
dude this sucks. day one...done
T-8 days and counting. BLAH
i feel pretty shitty right now too.
listening to from autumn to ashes like i always do. lol
theres so much running through my head i dont even know where to being ne more. one of these days im gonna snap. see its nothing bad running through my head so its not like im gonna totally snap like full on bitch fit but its gonna be a snap where i get into a catatonic state for a while. speically if shit with adam and his drinking doesnt calm down :-\ sigh
im gonna go fools.
<3ash |
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| T-9 Days and Counting |
[Jul. 11th, 2004|01:19 am] |
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i dont want him to leave....its only for a week but its going to be the longest week of my life....:-\
work was fun tonight...rhett and dan hahaha omg they are great. things at work are looking up.
*tear*
gonna go
<3ash |
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| i have a problem wit being right alot lol |
[Jul. 6th, 2004|09:47 pm] |
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happy way belated 4th lol.
so i called mr joe reina today cuz i wanted to talk to him. poor boy got kicked outta his house and is with lucas lol but i knew it i told dawn. lol man i miss that boy. im glad jackie is making him happy. he deserves to be happy.
my 4th sucked..didnt get to go to the stadium with jess and them after all>:odont wanna get into that on.
but ima gonna go for now. so ill talk to yall later.
<3ash |
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| sucha good day |
[Jul. 1st, 2004|10:11 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the new found glory mix cd joe made me forever ago lol | ] |
idk i had sucha good day today
jess wheeler is seriously the coolest person i know. and nickie is too!!!
jess and i had some cool talks today at work and its really cool. i love working there with all the cool kids. everything seems to be lookng up for me so im happy.
i cant wait to the 4th. just gotta get a ride to the stadium to chill with jess and them. im gonna ask adam. i really am lol i hope hes gonna go and if he does i really hope he takes me cuz i wanna go. i dont wanan stay around here.
and i talked to mr joe reina today. that kid is the coolest i love him lol. JOE SMILEEEEEEEEEE lol:-D!!!!!
okay im gonan go im so tired.
nights<3
<3aL |
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[Jul. 1st, 2004|03:32 pm] |
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| |  enthralled | ] |
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| | from autumn to ashes..YES AGAIN lol | ] |
okay enough of that :-* |
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| missing everything i thought i wouldnt |
[Jun. 30th, 2004|10:06 pm] |
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| |  busy | ] |
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| | from autumn to ashes, chloroform perfume :-* | ] |
so yea tomorrow starts my 8 day work week. yeye. but ill be on desk or monitor the whole time except saturday when i work on register. lol
today i was at campus for like 6 hours. it was fun and it was sucha great day outside to be walking around PSU and downtown. checking out all the hot guys omg i was in a candy store today lol
i realized today i do miss so much from back home. i mean i miss the ppl i worked with at z's specially jeremy and the rest of the meat room. and denise and mary and dana and scott and cindy and chris...okay the whole store. and i mean wow i miss my friends so much. dawn, joe, jaz, jenny, katie, anthony.... i miss my athena..my 'pretttyyyy kitttyyyy' lol and mandy..and my maxima i miss that alot. and my parents of course. this was the first mothers day and fathers day i wasnt home. i had to mail my cards out. lol
yey the bank situation is all fixed up now WEEE! that makes me wanna go get drunk again. yep this weekend. yey melissa and adam and jess for wanting to contribute to me getting completelyltlylly trashed 24/7 to forget all my stupid fucken dramas lol. gotta love my friends. i do love it up here but i miss home too
okay gotta go call dawnie :-* lol
<3ashley |
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[Jun. 26th, 2004|09:04 pm] |
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| | atreyu, ain't love grand | ] |
yea sorry i havent updated since my mothers birthday...
that was my day off and then thursday....holy drama. i dont wanna get into it but lets say my dad and i had a fight and then i really wanted to kill like someone here. and we went and played basketball and shit til 2 am...which was cool but yea...
friday....worked...always fun. had break with adam and melissa and jess w. they are cool ppl :-D they told me a bunch of shit to do. to get even. lol then abby took me to walmart. got work pants.
vented to alex for a while then sleep. then up to go to work by 630am for receving. fun. lol stayed til 3 to get extra hours. then went out with dana and got some reallly cooool star earings and atreyus cd. thier new one comes out the 29th. holler. i went into hot topic but the hottie wasnt there, so i was all sortas disappointed but there was a really cool kid behind the counter who took care of me. he was awesome. i love the ppl in that store. they are so friendly its not even funny :-D i <3 hot topic workers!!!! and i seen melissa there too. i love melissa, shes freakin awesome. seriously that girl is too much.
so matt worked today. he was wearing glasses:-* hes so hott and so reminds me of josh hartnett. lol aaron didnt work today thou :'( but adam did, BUT WHO CARES.. and franks been soo cool with me for the past week. that kid rocks. lol but aaron...yea so freakkkennn hott too. and dan and i have been gettin along since that night that i as in charge of stock and me him and matty o made a bale and had too much fun. lol im gonna miss my grocery boys :-\ but ill see them often cuz i mean i still work there but they are all just too cool. when matt gets back from where ever him and i are so gonna chill cuz hes too cool not to chill with and lil mike...god hes got the most gorgeous set of bule eyes ever. and with his dark brown/black hair...omg but hes either still in hs or just graduated from it...which if he graduated isnt bad but if hes still in it then that blows monkey balls. ugh i close tomorrow night with the dan i dont like. maybe he'll be cool..idk, but whatever jen will be there and so will abby. but jen and i BASEBALL mad love. lol
thank god jes is goin home tomorrow after work. i wont hafta deal with her for about 2 days. yey. i need time to my slef thats the only reason im yeying about it.
okay gonna go. i know its all kinda blah and not in detail but ill post later on...my toof hurts like a mother effer lol
<3aL |
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| good convos<3 |
[Jun. 23rd, 2004|09:04 pm] |
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| | From Autumn To Ashes :-* I love them | ] |
so ive spent the past like hour talken to jaz. man i miss her and the fun times we had together. lol we still can have them. AROD. lol man. i needed this convo with her too cuz ive been haven a pretty shitty few days right now and no one has been around to talk to and yey i love jasmine leah. its like old times where id vent to her and shed always be like your stupid dont like this one blah blah but this time she cant say dont like him se dont kno him ;-)
idk. ive been pretty pissy/depressed the last few days.....all cuz of someone who has a bug up thier ass the size of an emu. grrrr
omg i want my ferret and i want it NOWWWW. i dont care if its stinky and smelly its fuken cute as can be :-*
gonna go for now.
<3ashley |
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| took from katie, who stole from scott, who yoinked from someone i dunno :-\ lol |
[Jun. 23rd, 2004|12:46 pm] |
Have you ever...
Hit someone forcefully: yes
Seen "Are you Afraid of the Dark": yes..snick..i miss that couple of hours. i loved that show
Thrown anything at a moving car: HAHA. who doesnt?
Been in a fist fight: yea
Laughed so hard you cried: half the time i laugh i cry lol
Hit an animal in the road? nope. wel if it was already dead does that count?
Other
Who do you sit with at lunch: on the cig bench outside the store
Do you think Justin Timberlake is hot or not: grooooss!
Who gave you a Valentine card this year: some dude ;-)
Favorite shoes you own: my blue pumas
What color would you dye your hair: dark brown...which it is now so lol
Who are you closest friends: dawn, alex, jackie, nickie
What is something you wish you could have that someone else has: i dont want ne thing ne one else has...
Favorite TV show: Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Dawsons Creek
Make-up or none: i dont leave home without makeup on
Do you believe we landed on the moon: i believe i did.....
What are you wearing now: my blue jeans and a tank
What song is stuck in your head: no trivia by from autumn to ashes
Junk...
How old are you mentally: 25:-\
Describe yourself in 5 words: dreamer, creative, funny, outgoing, bighearted
Do you dream at night: yeah
Do you remember your dreams: yea
Do you sleep with one pillow or two: um 3
Do you like school: yes
Whats your fave subject: History and Band
Do you have a best friend(s): Yes.
Do you have a religion: Methodist
Do you practice it: no :-\
Does death scare you: scares the shit out of me
Do you watch tons of tv: nope. ask my cable...wait I DONT HAVE IT lol
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months: maybe 3 but i seen van helsing so im set for a while til it comes out on DVD lol
Do you read magazines: sports ones
Whats your fave band: FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES and Finch
Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year: From Autmun To Ashes, The Fiction We Live; AFI, Sing the Sorrow; Ritter
Do you wear makeup regularly: yes
Are you a saver or a spender: right now a big saver
More Junk...
Which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most: dawn, alex and nickie.
Can you live without the microwave: NO I COULDNT
Who's phone number are you hoping to get: ....lol i got one just want one more
Which guy/girl do you wish to be with RIGHT now: ummm.....prolly my hottie in glasses ;-)
Would you rather eat sandwiches or pasta for the rest of your life: thats tough....JERKS
Football or rugby: RUGBY baby
What's something you ALWAYS have on you: lip gloss and a box cutter lol (work thanks)
What do you think of guys with nailpolishes: hehe its cool
What's a happy memory of a time you've spent with the opposite sex: downtown state college with the boys..always a good memory
What's the nicest thing any one has ever told you: you are the greatest person ever. (riiight sure it was a lie)
What's your favorite fastfood restaurant: my microwave lol
Favorite book: The OutSiders
More Junk...
Did you read Fear Street books: haha yes
How about Sweet Valley High: ewww no
Babysitter's club: tehee, yeah, like 3
Goosebumps: OH YEAH!
Favorite show on nickelodeon (can be from the late 80's/early 90's when nick was good): Pete and Pete
Do you like anyone: yes
If so, who: well its long and complicated.
Favorite cereal: oooh! lucky charms, apple jacks
Favorite 80's television show: i dunno
Do you think the grinch movie starring jim carrey was a waste of money: haha prolly havent seen it cuz its a waste of money
What do you want for your birthday this year: ;-) hottie wit glasses....i kno his name but ur not gonna kno it
What movie could you watch a million times and never get tired of: Pearl Harbor, For Love Of the Game, Van Helsing, BALTO
movie do you hope you never see again: I dunno
What's the best restaurant you've ever eaten at: my moms kitchen
What is the one thing in the world that just looking at it makes you vomit, or come close to it: my roomate
Do your clothes match: if they dont i spazz the hell out
Did you have a bike with a banana seat: i havent owned one since i almost killed my self on one back in the day
Could you ride it: .....
Have you lived in the same house your entire life: yea..but now i have my OWN house...
What was the last song you heard: Every Reason To, From Autumn to Ashes
Find anything good on sale lately: 10 for 10 cake mix at weis lol
If you won the lottery, what would you do: by my self a fuken house...
How old is your tomagotchi: id always kill it after 9 days
Ever seen a Beatles film: yeah...the yellow submarine...thanks katie williams.....reminded me of frank biank. lol
Happy with your life: pretty happy |
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| giants in first |
[Jun. 23rd, 2004|12:20 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | from autumn to ashes, cherry kiss | ] |
haha! giants are in first now. by a half of game but they made it to first. holler. that made my day so much better. lol
omg i hate my fuken roomate so much so i might as well fuken shoot her or something. grrr.
i cant wait til school starts back up. ill have my friends out here and she wont be here sun-wed. that will make me so happpppy.
and i cant trust some of the ppl i thought i could at weis.....and i think i cant trust the one i wanna.
and i gonna miss worken wit my stock boys. matt, dan, mike, brad and george....matt dan and mike are the coolest. but ill be up front with dawn and nickie so that makes me happy. and linda and donna and carol. yep :-D
</3 people suck and i just wanna scream. |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2004|09:15 pm] |
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new journal <3
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